Fear has stolen my life. Now I am taking back territory.
Sometimes we hear a teaching that really changes our life. For me a message by Danny Silk did just that. It was a simple message about our comfort zone and “Championville”. Championville is out there in that terrifying place that is out of our control. Something about Championville lit a spark in my spirit. I wanted to be in Championville.
So I drew out his illustration from the lesson and kept it on my desk for a long time. I would look at it and wonder, can I go there? Finally I decided if I didn’t do something now, I would never do anything. So following the motto go big or go home, I picked the craziest, most radical group I knew to join for a missions trip to South East Asia – the Banov’s from Global Celebration.
As I prepared to go, I knew if God didn’t show up, I would be an utter failure and failure was my biggest fear. However, if God did show up, then what I believed in my head would become what I actually experienced and knew in my heart.
God, of course, showed up as he always does when we step out in faith. And even though to the world’s eyes I might not have been the most outgoing, “successful” team member, just being there was a great victory. Father wrapped me in his love and peace the entire trip. I simply rested in that place and followed along. Fear did not and could not infiltrate his wings of love.
We experienced amazing things – healing, salvation, love, joy. We were blessed with getting to love on and minister to orphans, individuals in the red light district, individuals who lived and worked at the garbage dumps, and in the slums. It was an amazing and life changing experience that would not have happened if I had listened to the voice of fear.
2 Timothy 1: 7 (AMP): “For God did not give us a spirit of timidity (of cowardice, of craven and cringing and fawning fear), but [He has given us a spirit] of power and of love and of calm and well-balanced mind and discipline and self control.”
The Kingdom of Heaven is Spiritual, but it manifests in the physical.
If we are in the Kingdom of God, we are not in the Kingdom of the World. If we are not in the Kingdom of the World, then we don’t operate by its principles. We operate by the principles of the Kingdom of God.
The Kingdom of Heaven looks like something. It looks like a feast of love, peace, joy, forgiveness, wholeness, healing, deliverance, mercy, and goodness.
Those in the Kingdom of Heaven are wearing a wedding garment – the robe of Jesus’ righteousness.
Those in the Kingdom of God are enjoying a great feast prepared by the Father to honor his Son.
When we are born through water and the Spirit, Father delivers us into the Kingdom of his Son with pleasure and celebration.
The Kingdom of God is a construct that is outside the religious, political, and economic construct of this world. In fact, it defeated the construct of this world. [Colossians 2:15 “Then Jesus made a public spectacle of all the powers and principalities of darkness, stripping away from them every weapon and all their spiritual authority and power to accuse us. And by the power of the cross, Jesus led them around as prisoners in a procession of triumph. He was not their prisoner; they were his!” The Passion Translation]
I wait for you my love. I am outside in the garden calling to you. My voice rises to your heart calling you forth. Rush into my embrace of love. There is nothing purer, nothing greater than my love for you. You are like a tender child peaking out, looking for me. Hesitant to run out, afraid of harsh words. But there is nothing negative in me. I only come to heal and love you. I come to restore and maintain your innocence. Your child like faith is there. I come to restore you. Let me touch your heart and bring forth the wonderful treasures there. Trust in me always to love and adore you.
I see you coming – running through the door. Your radiant beauty illuminates the garden. Your song is more beautiful than the birds. Your scent more pleasing than the roses. You fill my garden with love. I love you dearly. You are my beloved. Share your heart with me.
Drink of my love. Inhale my peace and joy. Breathe deeply of my love and plunge whole heartedly into my river. The springs are open and flowing forth from the city of love. The water is ever widening and deepening. My righteousness covers my people; my flood of love overwhelms them. Come into all fullness. Enter into the kingdom of unbelievable fulfillment in our relationship. Shake off doubts and fears caused by the enemy’s lies. Hurl them away like the filth that they are and completely embrace me, because I completely embrace you. You are hidden in my secret place – protected and cherished forever. Relish your place of endearment. I brought you to this place with my love, my mercy. My fire for you and in you is not extinguishable – you are mine forever.